Ahem. I am blogging cuz... Andrew said so... Andrew's my layout critic (see tagboard for details). *roll of eyes*. Meh, I don't feel like giving any deep insight today.. I am so tired... at 8 something I was sleeping on the couch already.. I think the present is taking its toll on me (pfft, that was just an excuse).
Well well... I am leaving in a day (technically since it's 12:20 am, July 27th!). Lol. Santa is here, tell me what you want from the States. -_-.  I have drawn up a little list already for several pple *cough*. Mitch, Steph, Kitty, Viv.. who else wants something.... tell Santa. lol. I don't really wanna go... cuz it's gonna be psycho... I mean, it's the Wong family.. And I'm one of the younger ones... kind of? Actually I'm in the middle. No one is my age, they're either older than me by a year or a long stretch or younger than me by three years. And I've had bad memories with my cousins... me following my cousin whose following another... ergh.. I don't know... family gatherings with pple I can't communicate with, is kinda... hopeless?

How is it that someone you've known for so long: whose was your spiritual advisor, friend, and church goer buddy, have a non existent relationship with God. Just last summer she was encouraging me to go to the retreat.. then that September, she quit being a Christian... that was less than a month... And it was so sudden and I just found out yesterday... I can't believe it... I guess it's easier for a non-Christian to make the decision to become a Christian.. but for those who are born in one, it's kinda like... you think you've already decided but yet you haven't really said, "yes this is the life I wanna live. I want to accept Christ". you know? Non-christians turned christians make the decision. Christian family born assume they have it all planned out for them. Yet they need to commit themselves.. ergh.. tired.. gonna sleep now.. lol.. wasn't that abrupt. Happy Andrew? yergh..