i think that im going to choose ryerson university... despite of all the wonderful things i hear about Sheridan and York University's joint program in honours bachelor degree of design... im just not cut out to be a graphic designer, after going into the ay yearbook committee, i realize that graphic designing is not my passion. i want to follow my heart and listen to it, cuz im gonna b livin my life and no one else... if i agree with my dad and go into graphic design, im the one thats gotta put up with 4 years of it, and thinkin about it NOW already makes me upset, i am going to follow my gut instinct and go into interior design... after a year of soul-searching, ive finally finally decided... if it doesnt work out, it doesnt matter. i'll pursue something else... i doubt it wll be the end of the world if i chose the wrong program...

I wish I could be as definite as Dor.. as sure as to where I want to go to yet if I realized that this was not what I wanted to pursue, could have the guts to swap programs. But I'm so tired of going from school to school, country to country...

I was reading this article in the New York Times about hot shots who had made it in Silicone Valley.. but after their first breakthrough (paypal, internet companies), they realized they had an ego to keep up... they just want another crack at getting to the top again though they're already millionaires. So pointless.